I did get a long-awaited word from him today, so I am so, very, very thankful for that. But I am having trouble focusing on the tasks at hand right now. I'm having trouble diving into schooling, and baseball, and scouts, and theatre, and martial arts. I'm having trouble setting aside my thoughts and grasping the life right in front of me. The NOW. His job can seem so gigantic that it can (and has for others) easily swallow a family if you let it.
I know that this reflects my own struggles with faith. And I DO, deep down, desire God's will above all else. But it is a constant battle with the flesh, isn't it? Wanting things to be easier than they are.
I need to be thankful for the journey.
That is my goal. To be TRULY THANKFUL for the journey. I may not be there ALL the time, but it's what I intend to strive for. Thanks for listening!
Now...off I go.
4 comments:
Yes, that is one lonely picture! I know your don't cry but I do so I'll cry for you.When I saw the ring I cried! Life is never easy for the ones left at home. I was reading a book with prayers and this had your name on it.
"I feel so lonely sometimes, God. Thank you that even when I have no one else, I always have Your Spirit's presence." Amen
I was also reading in Psalms 127:1 "Except the Lord build the house, they labour in vain that build it;...." I know the Lord built your home. You and Race have a good home and it shows in the children. I'm very thankful that he has you!
I love you all,
Andree'
You're right, that is an incredibly lonely picture. Race is very lucky to have you at home taking care of things, keeping the home fires burning and praying for him. We will say a prayer for you all tonight and for a quick and safe trip home.
Wow...that is one lonely ring...hope it's not lonely for long!!!
My ring has been lonely since I got too fat to wear it. DH's ring is pissy because I wrapped it in a bandaid so it would fit my finger.
Hugs to you - glad you got a phonecall!
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